The Joy of Disdain
The one blessing that comes from the wilderness is that it teaches us disdain.
I am filled with the joy of disdain. Everything qualifies as an object of disdain; my emotions, thoughts, sensations, you, the weather, all phenomena. A few sterile definitions might help:
a feeling of strong dislike or disapproval of someone or something you think does not deserve respect - Merriam Webster
to treat as beneath one's notice or dignity - Me…